Motives

Back to work! It is wonderful. I enjoy exercising critical thinking skills, conversing with adults, and embracing my responsibilities. I miss Becca terribly, but I feel I will be a better parent in the long run. I'm not an internally motivated person. I strongly prefer external motivation.

For this reason, I often look to others for spiritual guidance and feel that my lackluster is justified when I am not alone. However, I am responsible for myself and cannot blame anyone for my relationship with God - or lack thereof. I have to choose what I want in life. If I want God, I must go after Him.

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